9:30pm

people were demonstrateing cheers in the courtyard. i breathed the air and took them all in, it's the very very first time and the last.
The spirit or even the innocence could never be found except in this moment, in here.
I thought and thought when i was drying my hair. Not that worry about what actually i am going to go through or how my life would be when i'm thirty. Nothing about those really troubled me.
A wave of emotion swept through me. My hands were shaking and i nearly bursted into tears. Very weird.
I need to breathe.
When i am done with my last presentation, i will go back to my watercolor. Loosen the strain a bit.
Sorry......really cannot go any further.........